nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm

long i locked myself in home without the net and by not having even the slightest desire to go out and see the world. 2 weeks i've been away from people. (i really kept my word when i told u that i wanna be away from everybody in the previous post). nonetheless, isolating myself from the societies gives me room to think about...everything.

"a poet who never actually tasted the bitterness of life will only write chains of meaningless cheap words because it is mere his thoughts, not his heart."

it's a quote from a book.

the point is, if u wanna do something, put ur heart into it or else it's better not to do it at all because it makes no difference.

maybe i'm too stupid to realize that the most essential element that i was lacking of all this while was passion and genuineness.

"believe me, anything done with heart n soul is special". all my life i only hear people saying so. i do understand the definition but i didn't 'feel' the meaning until.. now.

but hey, who am i to talk on genuineness and passion? after all, people see me as a gal who always trip n never really done what she says. in two words, major loser. well, maybe i am.